Unanticipated Acceleration

As I approach my destination it suddenly happens. My heart begins to beat at an unimaginable pace. I recognize the feeling but cannot decipher if the racing is due to the fear of rejection or the excitement of what could be. I see it rather clearly but at the same time withdraw from some of the unknown elements. The feeling I recognize is the same yet different than I have ever felt before. The intensity has increased and emotion begins to take over. Tears begin to roll down my face like waves crashing against rocks. The tears are warm signifying joy but for what. Everything I see ahead of me appears to be normal. Then I spot the difference it is right there in the middle of the picture. Yes, this is definitely the difference. This is definitely the cause of the fear and the emotion and the joy that is reverberating throughout my body. The unknown is so exciting but I will have to bring myself to speak without a slur. My speech is impaired, my heart rate is intense beyond explanation and my ability to execute my thoughts is crippled like my dreams have shown me before. I fight it because it may be the only opportunity to express the emotions I am feeling. It may be the only chance I ever get but I cannot overcome the slur. My blurred vision slowly becomes worse. The object of the emotion is now on the move and I am stuck in quicksand. I want so badly to be freed so I may go after the cause but it disappears into the light. The light that always emanates from this object. The same light that captures my attention every time I see it. This was the chance I believe or maybe just maybe there will be another. Another chance to take control of the unanticipated acceleration and convey to the source the feeling I get in it’s presence. If it happens again I will not be stuck in fear. I will embrace it and allow it to work through me to deliver the powerful message that must be heard…….