Posts Tagged ‘Change’

We never know what may set our heart to an intense flutter and what may cause an overwhelming feeling of joy but when it happens what will you do?

This weekend was CRAZY. I am constantly learning new things about myself and my journey. Constantly reminded of how far I have come and how much further I have to go……

Self-reflection is a very difficult thing to do. It requires oneself to assess flaws and when we know of the flaw we have to do something about it. That is the hardest part. The doing something about it. What do you do to self reflect and how do you overcome those flaws?

The search for stability is one that we all embark on all the time. Until recently I thought this was what we are supposed to do. However, recent events have lead me to believe that all are training and teaching prepares us to, in the words of John-Logan Coots, “get comfortable being uncomfortable.” Stability exists only in our ability to be comfortable with the lack of it.

There are times in life when you prepare for what is to come. You have rehearsed it, now it’s coming and then when it comes it still smacks you harder than you thought. The good news is the sting will go away if you focus on you!!!

Just a few thoughts that came about over the weekend spawned on by a few people who asked me the same question…….I am uncomfortable where I am at and not being content feels like an itchy rash on my skin!

Any child who grew up in Sonoma county knows what Gravity Hill is. A bump in the road that appears to have you going up hill when all signs are pointing in the right direction…….

It was the night of the cat. The cat definitely won this battle but I believe the war is not over. Who knew a cat would teach me a lesson. This cat was not in a hat but came to life like Garfield…….what happened that night I had to share…….

It was the still of the morning that reminded me of the beauty that surrounds me………

I have spent my lifetime seeking the approval from my dad and being rejected time and again. I simply wanted him to say he loves me and believes in me. I cant help but compare this desire to the desire that Jesus has for us to know him. I want my Dad to know me as Jesus wants us to know and seek him…….I have confused my dad for my Father…..They are in fact different.